i haven't updated my journal in awhile so i thought i might as well, SO whats happening with me you may ask well im about to go to ANOTHER stupid dentist appointment i have a great feeling shes fucking around because it free for me so she like oh crap no money from her well lets fuck around and make her feel in pain for the last fucken 4 fucken weeks i hate dentists really i do but i need my teeth fixed, well ive been feeling sick lately my tummy doesnt like me >.x but blah i feel better after i get lots of things done. Right now im looking for a fucken job >.< cause i have 3 to 4 months off so im like ahhhhhh need a job cause i dont want to do comissions because i know they will drain me and ill have to charge low prices for anyone to comission me >W<

Im moving soon up close to ill be five mins away from her house thats makes me happy, so next month i might not be online at all cause that means i am moving.

im happy about the amount of freedom i have BUT the lack of money i has doesnt make me happy i really need a job in wellington but EVERYONE is looking for a job at the moment so it makes it hard to find one with everyone else *shakes fist* but ill KEEP TRYING cause i want to make cosplays and go to auckland aramgeddon next year and wellington of course but blah i need money for stuff like my ds screen cracked ;.; this makes me very upset. but oh well.

so yeah thats my bitching and telling you how things are going im going to go now kill the dentist then go snuggle cause i love him so much